Right now I'm struggling to find one. I just go along at my work, but I get sick of hearing coworkers talk about their personal lives knowing I will never have any similar relationship. Now that spring is coming up, I can't stand any public displays of affection, they're like middle fingers to me. Every raunchy ad I see reminds me that I'm a pitiful loser who's never had any sex at 32. I never get steady sleep, so I'm sluggish at work for awhile. Right know the only way I enjoy nice days is to sit on my balcony and watch TV or go on my iPad completely isolated. No one wants to hear my tales of woe, after all I have a job and a roof over my head so I'm just a whiny little b****. I just can't find light at the end of the tunnel; the pain seems to be overwhelming and I'm at a loss

Ok, that's all, sorry for the rant.