I just typed in my post and lost it. I hate that.

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You sound like you really have a wonderful, close relationship with your T.

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I do. I love my T. He is saving my life.

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Do you think you are going to try again to ask if he will see you more than once per week?

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No, at least not for a while. I gave it my attempt, pitiful though it was, lol. Right now, T and I are working really well together on my core issues, and making a lot of progress. I don't want to devote too much energy to obsessing about the frequency of our meetings or talking about this in session. I'll pass on that for a while. Besides, T asked me to read a book before next session and then we will discuss it, so I really need a full week between sessions this time to buy the book, read it, and think coherently about it. I'll go out later today to the bookstore and try to find it. I hope I can complete this assignment... Then we will have our book club.

I'm still feeling so great today, after our session. My overriding feeling is one of "being safe." I feel so safe with T when we are together. I really trust him to not do anything to hurt me, only to help me.

I just bought some fresh chicken tamales for lunch. Yummm.

ETA: the Virginia Wolff quote is cool, pinksoil. Also, I would like to hear the American Idol story sometime. One of my kids has a friend who is competing on the show right now, so we have been watching the competition to see how he does (he's actually not that great, lol, but hasn't been kicked out yet).