Yes, it has been one bad thing after another ever since it happened. Even though I expressed all the clear red flags, even talked about how I saw it and lost so much, I was misdiagnosed and totally misunderstood by people who are suppose to know how to help me. That is just in the reaching out for psychological help. Then my attorney made a mess of my case because he was developing dementia. He kept triggering me so badly, again, I kept trying to get help to no avail for so many years. I was also seeing my therapist who was trying to help me, but didn't realize just how bad it really was until it got so bad that "finally" when I reached out for help in desperation one more time an attorney could see the mess and knew how my attorney was indeed really losing it. My therapist now feels bad about the fact that it was so bad all along and really made the PTSD so bad I could barely function.

Now my new attorney regrets trying to fix the case, said she should have allowed it to get thrown out so that I could have a better malpractice case. He made too much of a mess and too many years have passed, oh it's such a long mess over way too many years with this nightmare. Honestly, I am extremely tired of trying to tell people things, they won't listen until it gets so bad I am left with a huge mess and they are "sorry", yet they walk away and "I" am left with all the mess. And it totally just aggravates the PTSD. And I can't talk about that, oh no, because all the opposing side will do is use it against me and insist on seeing my medical file which has these misdiagnoses in them and some of my history that is private and has nothing to do with my case. I am at a point where I just don't know what to do anymore and none of it was my fault either.

Sorry, you didn't trigger me, I am just having a hard time right now.