I am in love with someone I met online. I know him personally, He is sweet, kind,talented, funny and we belong to the same place. Though we haven't met in person. The thing is I am an over emotional guy. I can't tolerate it when I know he is talking to someone else, when he is liking something I don't like and when he is online but appearing offline. I know its crap and since a year I have been trying to cope these stupid feelings but I can't help it. Once, one of the mentioned occurs, I feel so heart broken and sadistic. It's ruining my life and badly effecting my work and health. What should I do? I have many other hobbies like book reading, music/movies, but when its time I leave everything and just wait for him, while he is much more sensible and keeps himself engaged in activities BUT also takes care of keeping in touch with me. I just want to respect him and give him his space,but this anxiety, fear of communication,doubts (sometimes), wanting/expecting a lot,inferiority complex and over thinking is killing me.I have started hating myself. Help me Please!!!