Last year I went to the doctor and was diagnosed with depression. I was put on medication, which helped a little. I am now not taking any. I think it may be more than just depression. My moods are up and down all the time, I get upset very easily, I have angry outbursts that I feel I cannot control, I feel incredibility sad, sometimes for no reason, I cry often, and my moods are very extreme and can change suddenly. The worst part is, I have a wonderful husband who has to deal with me all the time. A lot of times I take my anger out on him, which he does not deserve at all. He is constantly having to console me during my down times. I honestly don't feel like I can control my outbursts and moods, and it scares me. I want to get this taken care of before we start a family. I can't imagine what kind of mom I would be if I didn't get this taken care of. I don't have insurance, so I have been putting off going to the doctor. Please tell me, does this sound like bipolar disorder?
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