Get a Pdoc or T and ask them. Be completely honest with them. Tell them what's going on and maybe they can help u. As far as I know I don't have bipolar. Few ppl have mentioned it so I read up on it and things are falling into place. Been seeing T for 3yrs she never mentioned bipolar. I see her Monday and I need to have a serious talk with her. If I do and a lot of stuff I do can be prevented then y is she holding back on proper treatment? I'm not an experiment. If she's treating me that way I need to know and I probably should be watched more closely.