Throughout my life, I've unconsciously pushed people away to not feel as much when they leave but for those that have made their ways into my heart, they ALWAYS end up hurting me by leaving me. When everyone that's been significant to me always ends up leaving, it's hard not to think that there's something wrong with me. I think this is the main issue that's holding me back from life. Any advice on how to overcome this and shift the need for security to myself rather than outside sources?