i feel for you, i have several different diagnosises, it took years for the right doc and t to help me get on the right meds, and finally have the diagnosises right. i am on several meds and have good days and bad days, but do feel alot better since i was hospitalized for a month a few years ago to adjust and change my meds. i am doing alot better now but still have few bad days but it is getting better. i hope you can get help for yourself too.