For the first time in months I am doing much better! I started taking a new med recently which is life saving. It's called latuda. So I'm on the following meds...
Latuda 20mg
Lexapro 10mg
Lamictal 400mg
Geodon 160mg
Adderall xr 20mg
So I actually have bipolar depression, bpd, anxiety, ptsd and adhd. Whew that alot huh? Anyways I've started coming out of this debilitating depression! I'm still lacking Ib motivation but I'm hopeful that will go away too. Since I was diagnosed 1996 I realized that I had been depressed since i was a little girl. I grew up in a very emotionally abusive home which explains my ptsd. I always struggled in school which is where my adhd comes from. I'm SO THANKFUL that I'm feeling better. I am feeling level headed and calm. I can hardly feel my anxiety but I still suffer from social anxiety and I don't see that going away. It's ok tho...I'm managing it well. So whatever "normal" is I kinda feel that way! It's a strange feeling but I'm so happy for it. I wish everyone here could experience happiness. I don't know how long it will last but I'm hopeful! Thx for reading my long post. Take care everyone.

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