Hi, ErnieWright, and welcome to Psych Central! In my experience here, I have found that there is intelligence lurking behind the scenes.

By the way, I am 59, and I am hanging around to see what happens to me next. I was joking with my therapist that by the time all is said and done, I will have diagnoses corresponding to every letter of the alphabet.

I am sorry you are having your challenges, too.