how I can relate....it toke me an entire year to install skype after my grandma asked me for it.
she's an awesome grandma and she lives in another country that's why I promised her several times I'd do it yet...something held me back brutally.

I used to find calls horribly awkward but I got over dat with a mentality to make em as short as possible,but skype calls with the camera?just flatout horrible.
I told myself I'd call my grandma once a week,but it went like this,finally call her on skype,a month goes by,I feel guilty during the entire month,call her,a week goes by and I start feeling guilty about it.everytime I have a chance I just ''next time'' it,I don't know if anyone else has made these skype camera calls,there's some sort of huge dread surrounding it for me even tho I'm somewhat fine with phonecalls now.

but then again am I really fine with phonecalls?I just usually just call my parents or some company for a service,I haven't made any ''social'' calls in years,its a bit easy now.