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I feel the same way you do. I hate attention in almost every situation and I hate it when anyone worries about me. I've decided that it's because I feel guilty and feel like I don't deserve to be given special attention or worried about, like other people shouldn't be putting effort into me. Maybe that's the reason behind it for you? I suffer from depression also, so it could be a depression thing.
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Everyone wants happiness,
No one wants pain,
But you can't have a rainbow
Without a little rain.
I am attempting recovery from depression, social anxiety, self harm, suicidal ideation, and some crappy life stuff.
The last time I self harmed: 3/17/14
In therapy since: 1/13/14
I threw my blade away on June 6, 2014. 
I'm always happy to help. Please send me a message if you ever need to talk about anything. 
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