I'm fed up. Fed up with feeling this way. Fed up with stinking depression. Sometimes I feel like I might be getting somewhere and then I get reminded that I'm not. I go through so many emotions in a week sometimes. Or just simply in a day. Or an hour. And I am so sick of it. I want to wake up in the morning and know how the day will end up. Because I just don't have a clue. I want to wake up feeling good and stay good. But it just never happens.