Hey soul sister,
I too can't seem to make the words leave the brain and roll over the lips. That is why is is good to have this community here to fall back on and be carried by sometimes. If you are like me you lay awake and go over in your mind what you will say, but it never comes out. It was tatooed in my brain that if you've nothing good to say, then say nothing at all. That might work for Martha Stewart, but for those of us that are litererally haunted by the desire to speak out and break free, it just keeps us awak all night. Good luck and hopefully one of us will have a success story to report in the next days.