Did you ever try joining a gym and working out? I understand you struggle with depression, and you may need to push yourself, but eventually if you kept at it, after a while you will find that you don't need to push yourself anymore. Often depression can feed off of itself, the person begins to withdraw, feel depressed and just start to (not realizing it) go with the depression instead of pushing it away.

There are a lot of lonely women out there. I always thought that if Woody Allen got his, then anyone could.

OE