I am sorry you feel this way. It's not fun not knowing what to expect! I have been feeling this way for awhile but I am just now feeling like my life is getting back on track, so I can say that it does get better with time! I have found some supplements that have helped me a great deal over the last week. I know this is not the place for medicine discussion but if you're open to it and haven't tried it, SAM-e might help. It's done wonders for my depression in only a weeks time.

I hope you feel better! Hang in there.