You sound like yr really having a hard time with this horrible illness. I'm so sorry. I really do understand the ups and downs. I was in a terrible 4 month depressive episode, then for about the last 4 days I was feeling really good. Then today I got this overwhelming anxiety that I can't shake. Depression usually follows. I am right there with you...why can't we be happy and stay that way!? Yr not invisible to us here. :-) have you seen yr pdoc lately? Maybe a tweak in yr meds? I hope you feel better soon. I do care. If you want to pm me to chat feel free.

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