I feel so damaged , I spent my youth distrusting everyone one and isolated and NEVER understood why or never saw it as a problem untill a year ago and NOW I see how its affected my whole life all along. I had more heavy trauma at 16 and that was never dealt with either by anyone. Other smaller traumas along the way(ya im minimizing them). I hurt so bad and im so emotional nowand I never used to be that way and I just want it to be done. No more falling to pcs, no more flashbacks, no more insomnia........... no more.....