I have pretty much pushed away any one that wants to love me or that does love me. I feel so alone and depressed but the only reason I am alone is because I don't want people neer me.
Sometimes I think I am afraid of hurting people because I am incapable of being loved. Does that make any sense??
Nothing really brings this depression on I just wake up one morning and I feel ugly, worthless, like a horrible mother . The world even looks dark. I can't get up to go to work. Why? What is causing this?