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Originally Posted by Rose3
Hi Aqsam - So I just read some of your earlier posts and now have more of a picture, so here is where I discovered some of your many strengths. Please don't hate yourself. Maybe try to give yourself a bit more distance/space from this relationship for a while - and get involved again in some of those activities (such as photography, writing poetry, dance - actually why not try more of the arts? In this way you can meet other people). You describe yourself as having been outstanding.
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Yes ROSE3.Thank You for your reply and understanding. I have huge interest in arts. Actually my to become a Novel writer is still my dream. I am a good poet as well. Anonymously, my poems have been appreciated. Same goes for photography. These days, due to all my Love-Obsession, I can't write,although each morning, first thing that comes into my mind is, I'm gonna write a great poem today. Same goes for my novels reading hobby. As comes the night, I am again sitting in front of computer/with cell phone waiting for him, forgetting each and everything. Idea of being away from the relationship sounds good. I tried. But every time after each 3,4 days, I comeback with fear of him forgetting me. Though he always says he missed me. I am worried now because it'as been for months now. I need focus , I need to concentrate, but I can't.