I have been on meds in the past for a couple of years. I also went through a year of counseling before I got off of them.
I felt at that point I dealt with all of this but the past year I have been on a self destuctive path. I left the relationship I had been in for 6 years with a man that loved me and treated me like a princess. My reasoning I'm just not happy.
Now I live on my own with my 3 boys and guess what i'm still not happy.
Something is missing and it feels like something in my soul. Like i am not capable of being whole.