Causes of depression are many and varied. In my case I think it is 90% genetic and biological and I am very treatment resistant. When in a deep depression I don't want to be around anyone. All I want to do is isolate. Stay in bed, not shower, no self care, etc. I can't help it. I don't choose to be that way and I cannot choose to be happy when in it.
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The "paradox" is only a conflict between reality and your feeling of what reality "ought to be." -- Richard Feynman
Major Depressive Disorder
Anxiety Disorder with some paranoid delusions thrown in for fun.
Recovering Alcoholic and Addict
Possibly on low end of bi polar spectrum...trying to decide.
Male, 50
Fetzima 80mg
Lamictal 100mg
Remeron 30mg for sleep
Klonopin .5mg twice a day, cutting this back
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