talking to myself will make me feel just as crazy as the dissoaction does

yeah theres a rape anniversary..............two upcomming attempt anniversaries,....... therapist thinks its what i did when i was a kid ........ you know the first 10 yrears, half of my life that i don't rmember...... i have no grasp of time....... i get things mixed up i coudln't tell you the difference between what i did two days ago or two weeks ago or which happened first......

"don't kick the puppy" ~ j.e.p.