I'm going through a hard time with an opiate addiction at the moment an I've realised I have been distancing myself from near enough everyone in my life.

The thing is, I genuinely believe it's because people are arseholes!!

I had a friend who had a total blowout with me over text yesterday because of something I didn't do, then she started ranting about how I 'don't value our friendship' (what? Since when?!!), I've shut my partner out because he's emotionally abusive and he brings out the most terrible anxiety in me.

I've realised I've wanted to spend time on my own in general, not
replying to messages etc... And it's because I can't handle people and their lies, ******** and how they hurt me right now. Let me be selfish for a change!

Am I doing the right thing whilst trying to attempt to deal with this internal emotional storm? (Im also bipolar). I'm not sure I it's the drugs that are making me this way, or I'm just noticing that people are selfish and insensitive. Is it selfish of me to want to just up and leave and move by myself where I know I'm safe?

Think I just wanted to rant really.

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