I have been suffering depression since a major gallbladder surgery that did not go so well in June of 2013. Much of my depression is work related. Wednesday I had an appointment with my primary doctor who is patient enough to let me use him as a psychiatrist. I told him I was feeling borderline and wondered if I should be in a mental hospital and he said no, I will be okay. He added another medication so now I am on buspirone and citalopram. He told me what I already knew, that I need to get a different job. Yesterday was a short day at work so I came home and spent lots of time in prayer. I felt the peace of God for the first time in a long time and somewhere down the line I think I will be okay.