**Okay EVERYBODY, enough!
Please let us keep "guidelines" in mind.**
Thank You,
DE

Psychotic Phil,
You came here for support/advice, but so far have resented any given, even being rude at times. If you can't seem to find what you had hoped for here, perhaps another forum can be of help to you, it may not be the Bipolar forum.
And yes your blog stated you are 46, yet you told us you were 13, which now makes it difficult to understand what form of support you are wishing to find. Support to an adolescent Bipolar can be different than the form of support/info one would give to an adult. I'd suggest the episodes you say you are having should be discussed with your therapist/pdoc to recieve professional help.
I wish you lots of luck with all of this.
Please take care,
DE