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You are NOT a psycho. This is just something that happens when you don't know what else to do ... something we do to help us deal with the stresses in our life.
Trying to explain to other people what we go through is very difficult, and unless they know someone, or have been in a similar position themselves its very hard for them to quite understand why. But try not and worry about other people, be easy on yourself, focus on what you can do for YOU and what you can do to make yourself feel better - emotionally that is.
Take good care, and know that we are here for you
Jacq