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Originally Posted by LaborIntensive
I am that guy. Oh well...not much we can do but keep in mind what we can do to make ourselves better and safer. I have learned to live alone and find my own joy without depending on it coming from others. What are you doing right now to try take your mind of this feeling, feelings?
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Nothing... Honestly I'm lying in bed shaking. I'm so stupid. I'm a masochist. I don't know why I can't just accept the fact that I have to be alone so that I can't be hurt by anyone or do anything stupid myself.