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Originally Posted by LaborIntensive
Alone is not a permanent thing. But there a great deal of things you can do to make yourself stronger. Take some time now to check out some other posts on the forum and make some small talk. Ask questions about some stuff your curious about perhaps??
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Thanks. I just want to take a sedative sooooo badly, but I don't have access to meds where I am. Posting here helps me vent, certainly, but it won't change the fact that in the real world I am a giant **** up. What is wrong with me? I get obsessed with people who hate my guts! I wish I had lived in a time without Internet, I can't shake the compulsion to Internet stalk. What for? I'm only hurting myself. This is the second time I've done this and I don't learn. Jesus what is WRONG with me?