It could be wrong but the fact that my therapist agrees and bipolar disorder runs in my family makes me doubt it. If its wrong then I have rapid recurrent major depressive disorder that reoccurs every few weeks then lasts a week to a few months. which makes me a naturally moody horrid person the rest of the time. I've been on antidepressants since I was 15 and they help but I have to get one or the other increased every 6 mo or so. Right before I stopped taking them the first time my past psychiatrist tried to put me on a mood stabilizer or anti psychotic which wasnt going to happen. I actually stopped because I was drinking so much. When I'm not depressed I feel more restless and my thoughts seem faster and louder like theres pressure in my head and Im far more restless when on my medication then when Im not. But Ill take that over not being able to control myself and becoming abusive physically, verbally, and emotionally towards people telling them how stupid they are and how im so much better than them. As well as destroying peoples houses and breaking car windshields. antidepressants are good enough for me. not to mention that I can barely afford the medication im on now