No. I can't afford it unfortunately. No medication at the moment either. No insurance. There is no way that I can see someone right now. I was on medication twice before, both times on lexapro. The second time it didn't help at all. So I'm on my own right now. There is a glimmer of hope in a way, I've been speaking to an admissions officer at a university who is guiding me through the process of applying to grad school. I have time, so I am doing one thing a day to move that forward. I can't do more right now.

This forum is the only thing that I can turn to when I'm freaking out. It's really sad. By the way, how am I going to pay for school when I can't afford treatment? Bank of dad, who believes in education but not in mental illness.