I am sending you positive kitty vibes!

Well if anytime things really really bad you can try social services. They can help you if you are low income or no income and then there are charity mental health clinics in some cities. Here we have Catholic Charities that gives seriously discounted service. I am going there next week myself. So far I have medication an MD gave me that works alright for depression but I know I have some other issues to talk about with someone who can help me directly.