You're welcome Bill, and Eslie, I agree. At the same time though it'll be challenging because no one will actually know. So it could go either way. As an update, I am going to my first nutritional counseling session on April 29th. I'm really nervous because my therapist has access to my records at the place I'm going and she said that she would be looking at them to see how I am doing. I'm just really nervous about it because I basically live off of the number that is on my scale, and when I look in my food journal, logically I know I'm not eating enough, but emotionally, I don't care.

Basically, if I could continue living with my ed without the consequences, I would. Simple as that. However, I know that's not the case and my therapist is keeping a close eye on me so I have to actually get better, or at least show her I'm trying to avoid the hospital.