The universe is so big, sometimes it doesn't make sense why all these problems seem so overwhelming. I keep thinking myself how many humans die, how many animals die, how many bugs die everyday, a single life seem so insignificant in the big picture, why do i even bother. Feels like any accomplishment doesn't matter in the end anyway but nihilism is a trap that way. So life is pointless but at the moment i try to think of it as having a free ticket to watch a movie, might as well watch it to the end anyway after all it is certain that it will end itself.