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Originally Posted by littlemiss44
Oh that's going to be hard. My best friend lives kinda close to me but we usually just talk on the phone daily and that's all we need. I mean it's nice that I can see her anytime but I don't cause I tend to isolate from others. I know it will be a difficult transition for you...very hard to see yr best friend move away. Do you guys talk on the phone alot? Im worried it's going to make you more depressed. How are you feeling these days? Are you pretty stable right now? I don't really know if I've helped but I do care. One time my bf who is also bp had a bad episode where she didn't want to talk for a while. It devastated me. I was lost without her. She eventually came around and she apologized for hurting me but I understood. I knew it was her illness and that it wasn't my fault. Anyways the reason I brought that up is because I did lose her for a few months. I felt lost without her. Will she be moving back after the internship is over?
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Its going to be very hard, shes been my only hope in most of my dark sad times. I see her a lot right now face to face. We dont really talk on the phone much at all because we are able to see each other pretty often. It kinda depends on how i feel. Usually i feel great knowing i can talk to Maddie (my friend) and that i can see her. When i dont see her in a while then we usually talk for quite some time via texts occasionally. Right now im not really stable at all. I currently am changing my major at college and so far shes been helping me stay positive and okay. If i dont talk to Maddie in a while like a few days i start to get worried, sad, and lonely. I will feel really lost if i cant talk to her from time to time, sometimes i will feel really bad and even shut her and everyone else i know out for a while. Last time it happened i ended up having the police looking for me it got so bad. I apologized to her and she hugged me for a while because she felt bad that she didnt talk to me for that whole week when she had free time. I am not sure if she will. I think she still has a year left at college if im correct.