I can't win for loosing. I've been under so much stress lately that I've been waking up in the middle of the night crying. I can't stand to be under this kind of stress. It's just not fair. I have to see my sister's therapist and my sister is acting all mad at me over it. Even though we agreeed that it would be ok before I even started. I only seen her therapist once and my sister has been acting really nasty towards me. I'm under pressure to bring my grades up just to be in the honor's society club. I'm under presure to do all kinds of things and I just can't handle all the stress in my life right now. I just feel like giving up on life on college, on everything. I wish that I was feeling better. I just wish that someone would just listen to me and just let me talk it all out, but no one around me seems to care.