Well, that's good. I reckon the assessment will make things clearer for me too but right now (the assessment is quite far from done) I'm going through a lot of thoughts like "if I actually have Asperger's, how come I've lived for 23 years and no one has ever noticed that I have it?" and "what if I accidentally (and very unintentionally) exaggerate things during the assessment and the result therefore turns out to be wrong?" etc. It all really confuses me.