Well I hate being judged just like everyone else but it really really cheeses me off when people judge the SI habit and alot of the time they straight away think you're suicidal and crazy? I don't understand why humans are unbelievably stupid in alot of things alot of people need to be educated so others won't be judged and asked uncomfortable questions! But yea I'm going to say something that I constantly think bout since like September last year I have been under a lot of stress and very depressed and in December i practically convinced myself I would not be alive in begining of 2014 or mid 2014 well I'm still here and fighting what seems to be a emotional war between relationship and stress and studies and just plain not happy with my self it's been a really fcuked roller coaster of emotions and yet I'm still facing my "ex" everyday at college/uni and that is so damn hard!! I just... I dunno I WANT TO BE HAPPY AGAIN!! I don't remember a day where I was happy I have had a "happy period" where I'm happy for like less then an hour: ( it's unfair

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