After I did my most recent post; in the depression forum, I ended up eating. I was so angry; at myself and the way things are turning out. I wanted to feel better. So I purged. But there was blood. I don't expect anyone to reply to this; whats there to say. I am damaging myself. I am going to cancel my appointment; whats the point anyway? All of these court issues are coming up and I have to be there for them; so I will just continue to do things my way. I guess I am angry and upset; I have not had time to deal with all of this; something always comes up and its usually a court issue; this I have to take care of first. Oh, well.......... I guess things are meant to be the way they are.
E.