Hi Secretwhisper: Mostly I'm just depressed... depressed all of the time. But every so often, for no apparent reason, I suddenly feel... well... NORMAL! This may last for a few hours... generally not more than a day. But during that time I have this weird sense of loss; because I can look back over all of the time while I was depressed & realize how much I could have done if I had been well but couldn't because my head was so "sick". It's just odd...