Want to forget past hurts but I didn't deal with them at the time and now I do not feel I can. I think it is too late and I should just resolve to go on from here and learn that I have to deal with things in a timely fashion. Got really hurt though and it has affected me as I have withdrawn from people and do not feel very able to do the friendly things that I want to. I think I should though and just deal with anything I have to. Much pain in my body and blocks in mind.