Hey! Well, i was thinking about how bad your social anxiety may be. If you can handle social situaciones decently, maybe you could expand with the people you speak to? Sorry for prying, but how often did you call or text these people during the day? Maybe if you spoke to more people, even if it's online or just a text, maybe it will help you to not focus too much on a few people? I actually received a text from a friend, not a real friend honestly but someone who occasionally pops up to say hi. For a while it was really nice to speak to someone else for a bit. Not even about my own problems. I'm going to text back in about a week to keep a conversation up periodically. What do you think? Could spreading out a bit help you?