((((((((((((((((Jinnyann))))))))))))))))
I'm sorry that you are feeling this way, and while I may not know who or what exactly you are talking about, I can assure you that here, on this site, EVERYONE is welcome. Maybe if you are really feeling that uncomfortable take a little break from it, or reach out and meet new people? It can take a while for a person to really become comfortable anywhere, so i dont see it as being different here, maybe just give it some more time.
Sorry if i wasn't at all helpful

Feel free to PM if you ever want to talk
Jacq