something must have upset me...

and I express it all crazy!

and I don't know how to share it without going nuts!

...and is that what being real is?...

going nuts!

...I find that during my madness I love and care for those I love and care about!

...so?... my madness is not right?

...I think otherwise...

I love and care about the right things....

I just have an illness way of showing it...

a very unique and terrible way of sharing myself......!

I am a mistake....

it's a very terrible and loving way I have to share my love to others...

everyone I care about is much better than me