No, he does not want to leave his wife. And I wouldn't want him to.

He told me they both had an affair years ago, and she was the first one to do it. they have small kids now. I don't really ask about her and he doesn't really talk about her.

From what he says, she will no longer go near him and he is craving kissing and being with someone.

I am lonely.

Yes, there are cheating websites - Ashley Madison.

I know him so well now that I don't even think of him being from a website.