Dear friend, im new to the site and checking it out and found your prayer to Jehovah. I want you to know I understand the spiritual struggle. I shall pray for you and all of us(me too) who fight the daily battle of the world and the mind. Jehovah does hear your prayer, and will comfort you in those moments. His word declares: "And the prayer of faith shall save the sick, and the Lord shall raise him up; and if he hath committed sins (faults),they shall be forgiven him.James5:15 " In the world there will always be unjust actions and beliefs; it is our job to lift them up so they can call out as you did to Jehovah, He is the only answer and way. your friend,JG