I do not know why, but I can NEVER decisions, by myself. I always need people me decide, or I'll have some pay for it, or help me pay for it. Or it'll take me a very long time. It is getting in the way of things. I miss out on things because I don't ask , or decide.

Then I'll usually regret my decisions. Even if it is really small,doesnt mean anything,I regret it. It takes me forever to get over.