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Originally Posted by swheaton
I have been fine for three weeks and today I just want to die. I want death so badly right now. I can't kill myself, I love my little family. I am just so tired of trying to fit in. I never will. People do not like me, I'm not smart enough, I'm weird. I want these feelings to go away!
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Nothing wrong with being "weird". "Normal", if there is such a thing, is overrated anyhow.
I do hope you feel better though. I can relate to feeling like the outcast, maybe not in the same way, but I've had feelings in that ballpark, so to speak. Hang in there.