Hello everyone. Haven't been here much. Just wanted to update and let you all know I'm hanging in there. I attended a wedding Friday and it was very difficult to be around certain individuals but I made it through. I wore a dress and shoes and jewelry and make up which is out of the norm for me. The meds caused weight loss but my appetite has picked up again. As far as situational things go...particularly one thing, feels bigger than me and lately I don't emotionally feel my age so I'm having trouble navigating through this very "adult" thing I have no choice but to handle. I feel lost in the wind and made a mistake 2 years ago that is now coming back to bite me in the a s s. I can't take back and correct it without there being severe consequences. So I'm just sort of sticking to the mistake and going on with it and being quiet and patient and seeing how it plays out. I can't discuss it in the open forum. I have to keep it to myself. In any event...just figured I'd drop by with an update and say hi and that I'm thinking about each and every one of you. That's all for now, dear friends.