I have been trying to fight it for a few months, but i snapped today. I cut myself again this evening. I let everything get to me, i let my false mask defy me. I tried to stop myself, i tried to study for school to distract my mind, i try to go for a walk, i tried everything i usually do when i get this way but i failed. I just got so tired of pretending, my nightmares started coming back this past week and my stress levels started to get too high. I let bottled up everything and i snapped. i went to my last resort and i feel terrible about it, and i thought i was getting better... i guess i was wrong